Saturday, 22 February 2014

A LETTER FROM "MY LOVE"


My goodness.... its the birthday of most precious asset of ours,  that asset which enjoys the privilege of being loved by all of us. lets just dare to personify this asset today and express our intensity of love for it.                                                
 "its my birthday today, i m so excited i turned 66. its so soothing to know that 18 crore people claim to love me,  thats an honour indeed  n i wanna thank u people for outfitting me with this privilege. Only few in this world are entitled to such privileges :)  i cant tell u how happy i m to see a green flag waving with pride on every rooftop.
                           But there is a question that is intriguing me a lot n that is  ' if i m every 1's love than y m i burning? , whats the cause of my perplexing condition? ' may b it is because i m unable to return the amount of love that u actually deserve,  believe me!!! i try my best to comfort u in every possible manner,  i have 4 seasons, i have heart touching scenic beauty,  i possess rivers, lakes and  sea waters, i have fertile lands, i have got mountains as natural cover,  i m rich in minerals,  i have diverse culture, i have produced people who preferred death over mitigation of their dignity,  i m the land of valour, purity and peace.  trust me!!!!! i m second to none. Sometimes i feel nostalgic and try to flash back the golden memories, the memories which give life to vignettes of my founders, saved in my mind. let me tell u one thing very clearly n that is my founders never wanted to see me burning like this. u  cant imagine how hard your forefathers worked to make my existence a reality. For God’s sake try to understand,  it hurts me badly when sitting on a comfortable couch n ordering a coffee with cheese cake u comment 'kuch nai ho saktaa is Pakistan kaa.''  :'(   if u cant contribute for my convalescence u don’t have any right to comment on my bewildered condition.....   i m sorry, I just got carried away.
                           My dear ! i m not questioning your purgative intentions but somewhere there is something wrong naa. i dont know either to blame myself  or u for the prevailing situation. I always wonder where lies the mistake, u all claim to love me more than anything else, but my condition doesn’t depict this.
                          I seldom get fagged, I even start crying but u know what keep me going?? It is U my love … yes its U … I know u very well I know how emotional you are , I see u getting Goosebumps while listening to my anthem ,  n on that very moment I get recharged , my motivation and hopes touch the sky at that time n I decide to keep on going , then I start remembering the times of  1947,65,05 and 2008 , this solidifies my hopes in u that u care for me but what u need is just a temblor , u r given a reason n within no time you demultiplex your selves. I have hopes higher than sky and deeper than oceans and those hopes are attached to U. U have to transform my dreams into reality . Forget about others for a while and just mend your own self n  I see my self occupying the top position in the community of nations. I know my progeny will rise again . We are each others motivation.  All I want from you is love and care. Follow the footsteps of my founder, create within yourself the sense of brotherhood, faith , unity and discipline n you  have my words WE WILL PROGRESS BY LEAPS AND BOUNDS INSHALLAH…  n keep in mind that “I LOVE YOU”

YOUR LOVE
PAKISTAN
14-8-2013

Monday, 17 February 2014

An Excerpt ...

LIFE is analogous to a high speed vehicle which in the blink of an eye takes its rider into the postulated world compelling the rider to say that this is the emplacement i just dreamt of. My goodness life is moving so fast. I just happed to go through my diary and found the following poem which i wrote back in 2011 on birth of my niece. turning the pages i realized how drastically things have changed. but yeah.. this is know as LIFE...

O our litte dolly !!

you are a blessing for us
you mean alot to us

holding you in our hands
makes us feel so glad

you are your daadee's cheer
your chuckle is your dadaa's dear

your childish acts will make your naanaa laugh
your innocence will recreat your naanee's grin

to your mom and dad
we smile our thankx

you are the best gift
we could ever had

O our litte dolly !!

you are a blessing for us
you mean alot to us.

 (5-4-2012)

Friday, 14 February 2014

WHO is ME???



Who is me ??. whats the purpose of my beingness ?? Do I know myself?? have I discovered myself?? . This is a generic self interrogation for which every being with a brain struggles. And the job is not at all an easy one, discovering your own self is quite a task. But once I started digging into myself I found the go pretty enjoyable and the journey is still in progress, and this is what I have been able to find till now.
                               An idealist, patriot, expressive and a stubborn dreamer, who believes that the only virtue required by a mortal to make sky a limit is MOTIVATION. This word drives my life. Digging into the utopia whose vignette is preserved in my mind doesn't allow me to lose even a single joyful moment.   I don’t wanna let the 'childish me', that lets me enjoy every flake of life, die.  LIFE is TO ENJOY, to THINK,  to DREAM and to ACT.  
                              Love of my life includes sumptuous food, books and movies of my interest, going places, making friends,long drives n last but not the least, dreaming about what I have not been able to achieve till now. Matters that are difficult for me to tolerate are affairs that rupture my self respect, breach of commitment, tardiness, clumsiness, and unsavory, haphazardly presented meal.
                           A  Personality constitutes of one’s views about different affairs.  Life demands serious-mindedness to contemplate the existence, emotions, psyche, soul, nature, beauty, serenity, randomness and above all ‘your own self’, along with wittiness to keep us going , to make us explore the real delectation that living a happy life provides us. Both aspects are a must, to call aliveness ‘a perfect living’.
                         I am not a person who can be convinced easily. Being stubborn has caused a good deal of damage to me. To change my views, I battle my own self but after the conflict ends I readily accept the results.  I never hesitate to accept my bads. If I find myself guilty, I apologize till forgiveness and if the case comes out to be other way round no one can get me bowed down.  At times I get hard and thus my siblings  often call me ‘pathar dill’  .Life needs a set of rules that are to be strictly followed , no matter what and following those rules often bring you bizarre titles.